Our freaking apartment has flooded twice due to the next door neighbors blockage problems. They finally came out and dug the back yard up to put in a permanent drain to unclog it outside instead of coming into the apartments. What a pain in the arse having to empty closets and pull up carpet to dry out the place.
Mom's internment went pretty good on the 3rd of August. My brothers did all of the talking and basically said that my mother was a great cook and kept a clean house. My mother was so many other things and a strong women. They said that she divorced my father because she was lonely....biggest lie ever. He was living with another woman in another state when I drove her down to let him know that my mom wanted a divorce from the scum sucker. My sisters and I just sat there in disgust. I haven't spoken to any of them since the memorial service and may never again. All I need is Tom.....the only person in my life and family who has ever really believed in me or truly loved me. He is ALL my reasons!
We are patiently awaiting Dorian. Supposed to hit tomorrow evening or Saturday morning. It won't be a direct hit so not too worried. Will post after it travels offshore to let everyone know how it went.
I have been in a pretty down state for the last couple of months. I check once a night to see if Donald Trump is still alive and don't watch much news. Tom fills me in for the most part.....it is just too depressing for me to handle right now. I am coming out of my deep state and these days I am feeling like there is a light at the end of the tunnel. For a while it was pretty dark.
I love you all and am very sorry that I haven't been around much in the last couple of months. It's probably better that I stayed away since my positive thoughts are just starting to return and I was a real "Debbie Downer"!
Take care everybody. I will try to get on each day to check on everyone. Thanks for being here!
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