Desreal: satisfy the hunger; any et elementals

lost and found and then lost again;

She finds herself within Desreal again. A taste for blood thickening in her mouth, in her heart, in her.. Element. She tires of her depression over Kale and Micah. She tires of waiting for Ozymandias to keep to her, and only her. She knows it will never come, she could be waiting for hell to freeze over, and it would probably happen before Ozymandias would keep his dick out of other women.

Nyki avoids her in this mood, he is a kind Lynx. She is fine without him, lingering in Desreal for too long—she has a fondness for the place that most can not stand. She had grown close to the Academy the same way.

“ Why am I still here? “

She asks the Element. She has no one else to ask—Ozy would tell her that she’s there to be his little play toy. Micah would have said she was there to love him—now, he would probably say something else. Fantome would say she is here to protect Andarin. Cheveyo would say she’s here to live.

She,.. she would say she’s here to die.

But she can’t die, not yet!, because then.. like all great stories, there would be an ending..